First point in English 151

Today I got the point 8 with my first in class essay. I feel so uncomfortable and I think I still have a long way to go on studying English. English to me is so different and it makes me crazy. I don't know if keeping jounal really can help me with writing, but I hope so. I want to insist on it and see the result.Tomorrow is accounting exam for chaper 11, and I may work to late tonight...May be some day I will go to see the advisor and talked with her about my majoy choice and the classes that I need to take.